“How do I know that you are telling me the truth?”“Your brother wondered at first too, but I was able to convince him,” I said smiling as I th...ught of the kiss it took to make Ryan believe.“Well, since you already know I guess it can’t hurt to talk to you a bit.”“Yeah, whether you believe me or not I am open to listen and give you a little advice. That is why Ryan wanted me to stop by tonight. We were gonna hang out afterwards, but I have a feeling he is with his boyfriend.”“Yep, he goes out. I just wish I was among them. Maybe I will be someday (I haven't given up on my search for Miss Right yet :) )What makes me physically challenged is I have a MILD case of Cerebral Palsy I was born with it. In addition, I have Epilepsy & sleep Apnea. I've also undergone Weight Loss Surgery by getting a Gastric Lap BandMind you, I mention all this to show you the challenges I face EACH & EVERY FUCKING DAY Some people face EVEN MORE problemsAs a collective result of these challenges, I. I was only moaning. It was so exciting. I got ltl excited bt nt showed thn. Nd he was crushing it continuously nd was kissing nd licking my neck. It was so good i can’t explain in words. I stopped him. He came in front of me nd started kissing. Initially i was responding v slowly nd he took me to bed nd became v wild. First tym he became so wild. Started kissing lyk mad nd crushing my body continuously. I became so much excited first tym. Nd started giving him good response nd i finally matched. I did him just before he met Mary—hell I introduced them. I would have strolled down the aisle with that guy in a New York minute, but I wasn’t his type—Mary was. You fucked him more recently, after Mary died and before you hooked up with your husband, you’re more his type…what happened?’ ‘He wasn’t ready and we both knew it. He hadn’t remotely gotten over losing Mary. Plus, if truth be told, he wasn’t—never would be—ready for me.’ ‘Well, then you don’t think she knows.’ ‘I think she knows that.