As I walked through our small community, I mulled over what I had learned so far. I asked myself if I wanted to continue to write about my past. I kne... I didn't want to do that. Yet as I thought about it I knew that I needed to do it in order to get past some of the hurts; to properly salve and heal my wounds. I paused to stretch and pulled the first horrid thing from my memory. I realized that my father could have killed me or at least permanently injured me on several occasions. How he had. Jodie asked Todd "Nikki told us that when she dominated you she tied you up spanked you and used a strap on in your butt, did you enjoy it?" Todd said is was exciting but somewhat painful but I liked it overall. Even the strapon Jodie asked? Nikki interupted and said "he came while I was fucking his cute butt" to which Todd blushed and then we all laughed. We all better get some rest we have a full weekend I said. From the sound coming from their bedroom that night the did not get much.In the. I mention all these things as they all had a purpose in life, not for me but for him.Sitting one Saturday with a fresh brew of coffee in my small kitchen, looking at the frosted glass I suddenly realised that with the landing light out, I could see nothing on the other side, so with a little experimentation, I worked out that standing on as close as the third stair, you could safely peer in, distorted as it may be, and not be seen, of course the light had to be out on the landing.That set my. It's going to take a hell of a lot more than this to make me stop loving you." There was more he had to say, so much more, but his voice betrayed him. His words trailed off into silence. "It's all right. I know you still love me. You don't have to work so hard to convince me. For what it's worth I still love you just as much as when I married you. I just can't help the feeling that it's not enough. Maybe there are some things that love just can't overcome." They both turned away again,.