”She stood, shaking, staring at me as a young rabbit might stare at a snake. I looked into her mind, shuffling through her memories.“You fear spi...ers and snakes, and rats.” I said, “You have been selling yourself from the age of thirteen, often for pennies. You killed a man for the dollar in his pocket. You were taken by another man at the age of twelve.”Her eyes filled with fear and despair.I gently made her a new memory of she and I at a table in evening wear, being served by maids and. One of the kids was crying. I moved over Frieda who had gotten in front of me. I met Maria on the way to the kids' room. The little Latina mother reached the bed where tiny Juanita was crying and scooped the little girl up. Maria took our little girl into the family room and sat on a couch holding her. The loving mother looked up at me and said, "She feels warm, she might have a slight fever."I felt Juanita's forehead and she did feel a little warm, but not hot. It was as if my heart went out. Aren’t allowed to wear them.? I supposed I look stunned and demanded an explanation. ?My vows against vanity? bras are worn by women who wish to lift and make their breasts sexual objects. Since we Sister are to work to subdue lust in men’s minds we do not wear them. I also must warn you in advance sir; we also do not shave or trim our body hair to make ourselves attractive to men.? She looked to the floor as I tried to take in everything she said. ?Lay down? as I shoved. .. or at least not until she gets her badge back. You're asking me what I want, but that's the wrong question, because what I want doesn't matter. You see ... I don't have any choice. That priest obligated me to forgive Malka, and I'm going to have to, as hard as it is, I'm going to have to. So ... when Tuko brings her, I'll just deal with it."Eloisa gave the guys an angry look, and interjected "It's not fair to put this decision on Kim." Life's not fair, Eloisa. I think you know that better.