What the hell was there [about him] not to love!? There must be something, some turn-off…there wasn’t. He was almost perfect. After I finished, he...reached out and put his hand on my shoulder massaging it. Telling me it was okay. It was normal and he was feeling it too, maybe a little more than me, but he said it can be our “dirty little secret”. That reminded me of the song ha-ha. But I felt I could not be without him. He said we’d make time. Every alternative, he had a solution to. And not. It?s weird that I seem to be more into breasts now than Iwas as a man. Maybe I should be grateful that that overcooked Monthanizeris malfunctioning. Otherwise, I might?ve ended up as a two-month-oldinfant. I desperately hope the Restore setting can fix this.I decide that there?s no point in trying to cover myself. We?re all girlsnow.The gun is still on the floor but, before I can grab it, Lacey surprisesme by beating me to it. ?My goodness,? she says, ?this is terribly hot. Ithink we should let. She debated on whether or not to tell me so I could pick her up at the airport, but decided to just take a cab and be there. She had a key to the house, so if nobody was home, she could just let herself in.I had already asked Jim if he would be my best man, and Jim had agreed, so that part was already settled. I let Jim know that when the time got closer we could hit one of the finer men's stores and pick up a tux for him.Jim asked if the place I was thinking of rented tuxes. He'd rented them. "But I would love some company."She sat down on the other side of the table, directly across from me. I cut a bite of steak and chewed on it nervously. After I swallowed I looked up at her and she smiled."Your name is Jake, isn't it?" she asked. When I nodded she said, "Yes, some of the ladies at the library have been talking about how handsome you are." The library?" I asked, blushing."Yes, they said you come in sometimes and you always check out something business related. Don't you ever read.