She was polite and we started some inane conversation.I don't exactly remember how it happened, but she mentioned that she was 42-years old. I do exac...ly remember my head snapping around and my jaw being wide open. "No way," was the cleverest thing I could muster. She smiled proudly and stood up, "You're just saying that," she said. "No," I replied getting my wits again, "I went surfing a few weeks ago, and any of the 19-year old girls I was with would kill to look like you do." She was. Sometimes it was every other week and sometimes they wouldn't see each other for months. It was never enough, she felt like she was never completely satisfied.But today was different. Today they would try something that involved trust and complete knowledge of that no matter what they will still be together, knowledge that they are the most exciting, stimulating and beautiful to one another. They met in a parking lot. Usually she would walk into the room after he got there. When she did, it was. I looked out of the window and was shocked to see how dark it had gone in such a short period of time.I also noticed most of the people had left or were saying good bye to my now very drunken husband, who was sat around the fire pit with three of his friends swaying and talking a little louder than normal.I looked for Paul but he was nowhere to be seen, my heart dropped a beat and I felt empty inside, this shocked me as I felt like a teenage girl again doting over my first crush.I walked. "Even if it does move into you, I've got a feeling that youcan deal with it." How?" I asked, a little plaintively."I dunno," Joe admitted. "But there's gotta be an answer." There is," came Keller's voice from the doorway. "Join the Board."Joe and I both spun to face 'her'. I stared, seeing my death in thosehazel eyes... and heard the wisdom in Joe and Adam's advice.I sighed. "All right, 'Keller', I guess I'll have to give your offerthe consideration that it's due." I nodded at Joe. "One way.