” Yes, her machinations have taken me. Simultaneously, I feel something else—loss and gain.A strange singing, forlorn, timeless, with meandering t...ills, sobers me from my bliss. From the shadows, a form appears with wings sprouting from a nebulous head and a shimmering body of starless fire. I know instinctively, it’s Morpheus, son of Somnus, the deliverer of dreams.The Lord of the Unreal proclaims:“Welcome to Demos Oneiroi. Between shadows, in the dark recesses of my body, I present human. And I really didn't want to burden you with my problems. Besides, I was way too ashamed and embarrassed about what I was doing with Dad every night. Did you know that the other girls at school always used to make fun of me for still being a virgin? That's pretty ironic, isn't it? And all I could really do was put up with their bullshit harassment. I mean, what was I gonna tell 'em? I certainly wasn't gonna tell 'em the truth. That my own father had taken my virginity. And that he had done it by. I’ve been thinking a lot that I’m gay. I’ve been dating women, but they just don’t do anything for me.” “Well I came out about a year ago with friends and family. It was the best thing to finally do. I hated hiding it. When you figure it out, it is best just to come out and live your life like you want.” Jay is an attractive man. He's six foot and weighs about two hundred pounds. He works out and is very muscular. He has blonde hair and green eyes. He has the nicest smile you ever saw. We. Like I expected it's stilljust the message. Honestly, I really was all set to release you. I'mreally sorry." It's nice of you to apologize. But I still don't know what to believe.None of the keys to this thing are working and I don't know who toblame. Maybe you are still, I'm sorry to say this, still jerking mychain. Maybe Ilona is jerking both our chains, but I'm the one attachedto the jerked chain and I'm the one that feels pain with each jerk. Andmaybe, just maybe the key or lock is broken.