While we weren't rich, we were pretty much middle class and had everything we needed. We were the typical average family.Anyway, as I got older, besid...s coming up with some fantasies of my own, I got a lot of new ideas from TV and movies. Any time I saw something happening to someone, I wished it was me. One of my favorites was seeing "House of Wax" with Vincent Price. You can't believe how much I ached to find someone who had a workshop setup where I'd be coated with wax and turned into a. "That was to show you all that I won't be bluffing today. YOU! Up front NOW!" My heart sank as the nameless man pointed his gloved finger at me. "I SAID NOW! DON'T KEEP ME WAITING!" I sauntered up to the front of the room. "Hey, ugly." Said the man with a sick eagerness. "You're about to receive the most sexual pleasure that a man will ever give to you in your entire life."I looked on embarrassed and ashamed, as Evan couldn't take his eyes off of me. It actually kind of turned me on. At least. Sagen wir mal f?r den Rest desJahres. Ob du auf die Schule gehst werden wir dann sehen. Erst malbekommst du von Elaine eine etwas andere.. nun sagen wirmal...Ausbildung. Na was meinst du? Ach ja, du kannst ja nicht reden."Mit diesen Worten griff sie mir hinter den Kopf und l?ste die Schnalledes Ballknebels, den sie mir dann aus dem Mund zog. Ich japste nach Luftund konnte gar keine Worte finden, sondern brabbelte und stammelteirgendetwas. Nach einer Weile sagte ich: "Das wird nie. Then we went home and simply watched television that night. Momdidn't ask, so I didn't tell her that my skin was already hairless, whichmeant that all I would have to do in the morning was my once a weekshave. That night I borrowed a nightgown from my sister and slept in it,only the second time I had ever done that. In the morning, right afterbreakfast, I took a shower, shaved and generally checked myself for strayhair, then went in my bedroom where mom was waiting. I opened the packageof.