I'm not sure what I feel" She shifted on the bed. "Last night was, well, it was overwhelming. It was amazing. But, Rory, you're my best friend. I don'... know how to fit this in. And, I'm afraid." You're afraid?" said Rory incredulously. This was Paris. She was sometimes bitter, often bitchy and generally right about everything in the world. But afraid? "Afraid of what?" I'm afraid that I'm gay," Paris said, so quietly that Rory could barely hear her. The blonde looked at her friend. "Don't you. She spoke softly, not looking at me."I'm a cocksucker," she moaned, "what do you think about that?" The head nurse was enjoying it all and looked from one to the other of us with a muted smile on her face. "I'm a dirty little cocksucker and I'm going to give you a blowjob and I want you to cum in my mouth so I can swallow it."I layed back a bit, closed my eyes, and held my head to the side waiting in anticipation. The cute nurse put her head down between my legs and began licking my swollen. But I wasn’t successful. “Do you think the main actress (I’m not gonna say the name) is beautiful?” Megan asked. “Her? No, with that chin of hers, I think that’s what dug the huge hole in Guatemala.” I said, chuckling. She laughed and asked, “No, seriously.” “No, c’mon. Her? You’re way hotter than her. Just look at that pair of tits she got, if there’s any. Unlike yours which stands out. I bet it was her chin that deflated—” I was caught in mid-sentence when I realized how I complimented her. Her wardrobe had changed and she was dressing a lot sexier. I liked it but I had to wonder if I could lose her. I was still the big overweight but happy guy.She seemed to be changing and it bothered me. She started going out with the girls from work twice a month while I was spending more time home alone.On her nights out, she was getting home later and later. When I mentioned it to her, it always started an argument. I just waited till the next girls night out and decided I would follow.