" I said, using her maiden name. When I said that, tears began to well up in her eyes. "Why did you do this to me and how long have you been doing it?...I found out that every other night for the past five years she had been fucking around exclusively with black men. As the truth spilled from her lips, I grasped a silver-spoon so hard it snapped. I placed it down, and picked up a fork. Her excuse was that I didn't satisfy her after she'd had her first black cock, and that the excitement of the. He finally let me lift my head away and struggle for breath. But he maintained his iron grip on my hair and as soon as I was able to breathe he slapped my face so hard I saw stars.He yelled, "What the fuck was that, you stupid cunt! Look at that mess! If you got any of that shit on my pants I'm going to beat you until you can't stand up! Clean that fucking mess up. Fuck! Worthless fucking whore!"First I had to scoop up the twin streams of cum that had escaped through my nostrils when I was. We snack on salty nuts and chips to calm our hungry stomachs the rest of the afternoon.We pass the next few hours with our legs rubbing continuously. Sometimes, you slide your hand under the table and see how far your fingers can get into my shorts before someone walks by. I giggle as we have gotten absolutely nothing done for the day and I don’t feel bad about it in the least. The second break comes, and we glance at each other again with sly smiles as we stand and head to your office.This. Clearly he'd no intention of ever doing anything,remembering with a sudden sharp pang Siobhan saying exactly the samething so very recently as well.Because none of it had anything to do with paying me the overdue rent andas I'd never been behind with the rent before, it stung me deeply finallyproving when the chips were down how little he really could be trustedafter all.The only option left not having anything else I could sell, was to go tothe bank as soon as possible and for the first time.