I rung the doorbell and exhaled trying to calm my heart from imploding. James opened the door, he smiled when he saw me “Hey” he said slightly sur...rised. “I hope it’s okay that I stopped by” I said pressing my lips into a hard line. James smiled laughing lightly “of course it is” He said stepping back opening the door wider. I walked inside “No ones home” he looked at me with a small smile. I knew that smile, and it wasn’t a surprise that sex was a must. We took every chance we got, I looked up. As a teenage boy it only made me hot for her.Hayley was pretty cute a bit on the bigger side but nonetheless very desirable. I got the feeling that she liked me so I decided to find out how much. I pushed all the right buttons one night while she was babysitting me! I explained to her that I had never had a girlfriend and encouraged her for some tips on the fairer sex. It was a great lesson and I learned everything from courtship to kissing. It made me very close to her. I also went to bed with. Are you here?" Oh, I'm sorry Paul. I'm really just kind of tired. And well ... oh, never mind." Paul looked inquisitive."What?" Oh, it's nothing. I really shouldn't say anything." It's O.K. Honey. I mean, you don't have to tell me, but you can if you want. After all we've been through, I don't think we have any place for secrets anymore. Maybe a little privacy, but no secrets. So, go ahead." Well, O.K. I was just wondering, Paul ... now keep in mind, this is still kind of awkward. We haven't. We haddecided to go to the mall, although I was quite unenthusiastic about theidea. I had strong reservations about going around in public as a girl,but my protests were rebuffed. Sitting next to Tom in the backseat, I wasenjoying the scenery when John asked me: "How's Tom in bed?" My facereddened; I was taken aback. Tom found it funny, and failed to suppress alaugh. John pressed me: "C'mon. Tell us how it was like. We heard you, andit was pretty obvious that you enjoyed it." "Well," I started,.