I grabed my lube again and sqeezed it on her ass "what you doing" she said i didnt respond and started to rub the lube all over her ass and around her...anus "what you doing" she screamed "dont worry i promise i wont hurt you" i replied "you better not". i wasnt listening my cock was doing all my thinking for me i took my finger out of her pussy and moved it up to her ass and started to poke her ass she tried to move away so i grabbed her hip and pulled her towards me putting my cock between the. Our back yard was well fenced, but the neighbours could see into one half of it. The other half was completely private though - a fact I took advantage of whenever I sunbathed in my bikini - so one day when the family were out I locked the front door, walked out to the yard, and proceeded to strip naked in the sunshine. Again it seems such a small step when I look back as an adult, but the fact I remember it so clearly twenty years later shows how exciting it was to me then. I remember lying on. Dave was only the middle man. The founders wanted their parties to be filled with attractive, intelligent and available women. Dave's job was to find them.For me, letting Lisa party for me was the worst deal of all. I might learn to live with myself for whoring my own body out to get ahead but I would never learn to live with whoring out Lisa. And the fact that Lisa was willing to be whored only made things worse. If I couldn't thank her for it, I would have to resent her for it.Seeing no end. I was so mad and hurt that he had been watching that filth as I thought of it at the time that I went to the gym and worked out for 3 hour’s. I was so tired when I was done but my anger was gone I was just really upset and hurt. I went home and got all cleaned up and put on my sexiest dress which thinking about it later I realize it was very conservative. It goes to below my knees and shows just a little cleavage. I had some lipstick on and eyeshadow on. I thought I was hot. Boy was I wrong. I.