He said they all are booked except Narmada. Then I asked him when they are free.He gave me their free dates. And I booked Sangeetha the next day for 6...hours and paid ₹10,000 advance and left to home.On 18th February 2016,I reached their home at 8:30 am and went inside and paid the remaining amount.the manager told me to wait for 10 minutes.After 10 minutes he came near to me and said come with me.i followed him. He showed a bedroom and went outside and asked me to lock the door.i did as he. Something inside of me tells me this is an apology. He knows I have lost my stillness, just like he has. He knows I am tired. He can see it in my eyes. He knows the truth just like I do. He knows that, together, we are transient. These woods are his form of meditation, of prayer. Maybe, in introducing me to them, he is trying to fix me because he knows his human hands cannot. He knows, right now, his human hands are not fit to hold me, but moreover, he knows that neither of us is willing to. Ten minutes of silence followed, Finally Jennifer opened the door a crack to see if I was still there. "I told you I won't leave until we talk."Jennifer didn't say a thing as she moved into her room and left the door open. I took this as an invite and walked in.As she sat down on her bed I could tell she had been crying.Finally she spoke one word, "Why!" I don't have answer to the reason why," I told her. "All I can say, this horrible thing happens a lot more than people think. At least 80% of. "Sweetiewhy did you put his hair in pigtails Miley? Kellie looks more like alittle toddler girl now with pink plastic panties and pigtails and noclothes on hehehe?" I still sleep ignoring everything around me."He was having a hard time with his ponytail going into his back so Itold him I could move his ponytail so it wouldn't bother him." Mommyshakes her head smiling at me sleeping. "Yes Kellie does look like alittle toddler girl now especially with no clothes on mommy. Speakingof clothes, I.