Their support has helped me more than I can express. The love and support that the readers, in general, have given me have been amazing. I thank all o... you.I don’t want to give this illness one bit of credit for anything but it’s destructiveness in my life. I have learned there are levels of pain that I never knew or even dreamed existed. I learned how a disability changes the way people perceive you. I know what it is to be pushed past the point of giving up. A place where you pray to die and. ... If only we knew. Th wife was starting to feel no pain and was on the top deck with Chuck and I when she stripped down to her one piece swimming suite that was quite modest covering her ample body the best it could.Chuck had a few rude comments to me about all that cleavage and the cute dimples on her ass. You have to know Chuck that is just the way he is he didn't mean anything by it.......to tell you the truth it kinda turned me on. Shortly there after the wife bent over to get some beer. The house had three kitchens with a walk in freezer, wine cellar and a restaurant size fridge. The 12-burner stainless steel gas stove was restaurant quality. The dinning room seated 16 on a one-piece oak table. The basement had a squash court built into the ground and a full disco with complete sound system and dance floor that could accommodate 50 easily on the floor.The master bedroom had a bed that was bigger than a king size, with a fire place, sitting area, full Jacuzzi bathtub that. "No, You are learning, and so am I. I know you like the bondage, and the service aspect of the Dom Sub relationship. I don't know if you have limits in other areas you can't pass. Until I know what those limits are, and you approach them slowly, to find out, you can't figure out many of the things you want to know. For example, you mentioned the pony girl scene last night. I don't know about that in your case, it could be done in private in my yard, however it's intent is to be done in public,.