Oh, by the way, I looked for Hulland Ward on the map; it's almost non-existent. You must live way out in the country?" Yes it is. I have an un-interru...ted view of rolling hills dropping gradually down to the valley of the River Dove." You're a sadist, Jack. Telling me of your idyllic situation. It does sound nice. The only view I have is of roofs of other buildings and occasional glimpses of the sky."I got up and walked to the window. "Yes I like it. It was just what I needed after the trauma. Even in her nurses uniform she looked lovely to me. Over the last two years we had struck up a relationship and had got to the stage where we each had a key for the other's flat. In fact, the only thing stopping us from sharing a flat was the talk amongst the boys and the effect it might have on the school if the parents found out.I sat down with my head in my hands. "I'm sorry, Wendy. There are things about me you don't know and that young man is a reminder of a time I'd rather forget.. I was also mulling over intimacy. Intimacy is sharing your feelings and desires. It's about vulnerability. Sex is merely the exchange of body fluids, propagation of species, and recreation. Sexual intimacy combines sex and intimacy. Sex is a biological drive while intimacy is part of the emotional environment. But love is yet more, I think it has to do with dedication and an involvement greater than sharing." That's very profound." Well, you started it the other day." That's not a trivializer.". I was really feeling very excited and was thinking is she the same girl with whom I was leaving from a complete year. Priya understood that I was thinking something and askedPriya-kya hooa. Kahan kho gaye.Me-yar vishwas nahi hota tum wahi ho jiske sath main saal bhar se reh raha tha.Priya-tumne hi kabhi dhyan nahi diya maine to kitti koshish ki tumse bat karne ki.Me-priya ye hamari nayi shuruat hai main nahi chahta ki tumhe kuch batein bad me pata chale or tum dukhi ho. I loved a girl before.