He looked down for a moment then looked at me with pain in his eyes. “i love you…” he whispered. I grew fully erect hearing it. I couldn't move ...r breath i just sat still in disbelief. “LOVE ME?! Oh fuck not good not good.” I thought to myself. I must’ve been taking too long to respond because he looked at me for a moment then tried to get on top of me. I quickly stood up to leave but he grabbed me. “Cody…” He whispered pulling me into the most loving and sexiest kiss I ever experienced. I felt. Ilick my lips at the prospect of what is to come."Face the wall and spread your arms and legs to the four corners of thecross."I bind your wrists and ankles, leaving your waist free, and stand back toadmire the view. Your body is slim and toned with soft white skin ; notfor long I think to myself and smile."Now, before we begin you must choose a safe word that you can call outat any time that you wish me to stop. Think about it for a minute while Iget what I need."I leave the room to get lube. Tied in knots. Or in any manner whatsoever.Without stretching the truth, I almost knelt at his feet during John's introduction. And the knowing smile that he gave me let me know that he knew how I felt. I was his and he knew it.Reaching out his hand to me, I took it. All thoughts of John, of the others attending the party, of mom, of school and everything else, disappeared as his hand enveloped mine and led me to the dance floor.When his arm came around my back and pulled me to him, smashing my. ‘Pissing!’ Sandra answered, still smiling at me.‘What do you mean pissing?’ I asked somewhat stupidly, still unable to believe what my roommate was doing.‘Having a leak, taking a pee, having a slash. You know, relieving my bladder before I get into bed.’‘What on the carpet?’ I was appalled and strangely turned on at the same time.‘Yes, why not? I’ve only been drinking water and it will soon dry.’‘I don’t believe you,’ I said even though there was no doubt in my mind that my college pal was.