" He shook the jar slightly and I could hear the glutinous slopping of 'something' wet inside... I cried out with frustrated rage at his sickening dee...s. Shaw, though, was completely in his element. With a flick of his hand, Debbie suddenly stilled and then put her feet down and sat straight. She smoothed her clothing and pushed her hair into a semblance of order. Her face was still smeared with makeup and her stockings were in tatters up her legs. She stood and smiled at Shaw. But I knew that. It was the same as before, more-so even now that we were out of the stairwell. Her moan was loud; her eyes shut, the eyelids fluttering; and her knees buckled. I had to steady her. I let my right hand fall to her face, stroking down the side of it as I moved down to her body. Her eyes were staring into mine, her mouth open, almost panting. I put my hand over her breast, kneading it forcefully but not roughly through the many layers of clothing."Fuck me", she whispered, weakly."What?" I was a. .." Wow, honey, that's all I've got to say. Those are places I don't go, even in fantasy. Do you have a partner you can do that stuff with, a partner who you trust?" Well, Al, Big Al, the guy who is setting up these whoring parties for me, I have sex with him and with his wife, Rosie, too, but they aren't nearly as weird as I am. They are nice lovers, though. I have lots of nice sexy lovers, but nobody to take me to the really weird places I like to go to and to make sure I get home safe....". The fact was, they both wanted to marry, but each was too cautious to make the next move. Finally, Sarah decided that they had stalled enough and it was time for her to put the pressure on. She almost found her encouragement of Carmelita to border on nagging as she kept trying to push the two together.One day, Sarah said, "Why don't you and Bill set a date? Everybody knows how the two of you feel toward each other. Mat has talked to Bill. Bill is just afraid that you will reject him if he asks..