I do remember saying ‘I’m sorry.’ a few times but then I passed out. I woke up later that day in a private room of the hospital with a nurse sit...ing outside my door. I asked for and got a phone so I could try to call the pastor and have him call Michelle. I didn’t know it for a few days, but after lecturing me about trying to kill myself he hung up the phone and never called anyone. I was watched the rest of the day in the room, visited by a social worker who wanted to know what had caused my. Be cool, just go in there and hang out, leave the rest to me and we will double team this girl tonight." I asked if he was sure, and Carson was all for it. Always has been a little strange, but he was all about sexual experiments. I got excited and was rock hard at the thought of getting my dick sucked. I took off everything but my boxers and ran in after Carson had already gotten to his boxers and started making out with Lauren. They both laughed and Carson said "Pitching a tent eh?" It. What happened last week, was a first for me, my life has come into a whole new dimension and discovered new ways of enjoyment. I knew Bipasha only slightly because of her being a customer of my store and in return visiting the restaurant for some meals after it opened for business. Somehow a dream has come true of which I never thought I had.” She said, “I must have been ‘Miss boredom’ all those previous years, no wonder my dates all gave up after the first date.”“Well, I wasn’t too much of fun. I have to calm down.“Are you sure? If you want we can stop.”“I-It's not a good idea... We better go to the restaurant... Are you hungry, right?“Yes, but your health is more important to me.”“I told you... no... no... no...”“Akira?”What the hell... I can't move. I feel as if... as if I had suffered a heart attack.“Akira, are you okay ?! Akira!”This is bad. I can't move or react and the car is getting out of control. I don't stop listening to Kanako's screams. This is too bad, we're both going to.