But the zero hour arrived. I cringed a little, but he encouraged me, by saying: ‘It’s all right, I know that it might hurt a little at first. But ... have something that will make it more bearable for you.’ We put on bathrobes and we went to the swimming pool area, and there, we prepared the outdoor Jacuzzi, somewhat bigger, but beyond the reach of most of the onlookers, only ‘paparazzi’ on helicopters or with hidden cameras would see the action. We got undressed with a mixture of shyness and. "You checking me out?" She asked"Yes," I replied. "I can't believe I am but yes I am checking you out! And very nice it is too!"Weirdly we sat and drank our tea talking about everyday stuff with the odd flirt and innuendo thrown in."Let's go in the lounge, it's warmer in there," She said.It was mid-January, so cold outside. "Yeh, I can see you're a bit nippy!" I laughed as I noticed her erect nipples poking at her jumper.She actually blushed and covered them. I laughed and said, "Don't cover. Can't breathe ... Suffocating ... Something warm in my mouth ... All those lips ... Eyes..."Billy!"..."I love you, Billy..."BILLY!"I wake.The eyes are now two. They ARE green. They ARE crying. Oh, God help me, they are beautiful ... As is the face ... Her face ... Cleopatra? ... Helen of Troy? ... No, none of these are even close ... All the beauty in the world came together to form the perfection of this face ... Her face ... HER face!She stands over me, or rather floats over me. And why not?. One Wednesday night I drove up to Ft. Lauderdale. Once there, I used my cell to call a cab company. I asked the dispatcher for the location of a gay bar. Without comment or hesitation she gave me an address. I punched the info into my GPS and drove. I was nervous as hell as I walked into a gay bar for the first time in my life.I waited by the door for my eyes to adjust the dim lighting. I surveyed the room and the patrons. The furnishings were upscale. Nothing cheap here. The men (no women).