Repeat until you feel better..." Two counts to five later, hewas fine and I was on my way to the bathroom to take a shower. I hadwork too.Not much o... a surprise that working all day was not as easy as I hadhoped. My mind was very much distracted thinking of all the positionsI could have put him in, the positions I would eventually put him in.I had to take frequent breaks to get my mind out of the gutter, andprevent myself from ruining a perfectly fine pair of panties.It was my turn to make. Habitually, Jess stepped back to let Sarah in before she came to realize Sarah had no clothes on.Sarah appreciated the shock on Jess’s face as she stepped into the room, but she was really looking for Madison. Jess closed the door and without taking her eyes off Sarah, distractedly said, “I’ll have to call you back Steve, um, maybe 10 minutes or so. Bye.”Madison had noticed Sarah by this point and was staring wide eyed from where she was sitting on her bed. Her phone was lying forgotten next to. I bought one for each of us—we had to go in for a fitting. Well, actually it was two trips. The first one was for the initial measurements of our bodies, and the second one was for the final adjustments to make sure that everything fit the way it was supposed to. We had fitted the tail end of the shuttle with an airlock so that we could get in and out in an airless environment, like the moon or Mars.Eventually, everything was ready, and I couldn't take any more postponements. We planned a trip. I can’t even begin to tell you how badly I feel about what I did to Dani. I feel sick and dirty. I just want a shower. Wash it all off me. Wash this entire stinking day right off me!’I rarely swear but I did raise my voice at her. I was frustrated and angry. This is my house! She should not be here. I never fantasised about any of this, this wasn’t what I wanted. It’s not what any sane person would want!Tahlia walked over to where I knelt and crouched down in front of me. She took my face in.