He clenched his jaw as his stomach threatened to heave yet again. Already the remains of his breakfast lay soaking in the dirt beside him, its foul st...nch rising on the wind. He shuffled, trying to move from the foul-smelling puddle but his arms had no strength and his legs wouldn’t hold him.Finally, he had to open his eyes, the image of what he’d seen inside burned into his eyelids. He couldn’t stand it any longer, couldn’t stand the darkness and beyond the darkness. He clenched his fist,. I existed in a nether-world between life and death. I knew I had to move one way or the other - to get busy living, or get busy dying. I was leaning strongly toward the latter.So I began to 'get my affairs in order.' I'd always been a packrat, so I started with my own junk, throwing away valueless things like love letters I'd received in high school, a subway ticket from ajourney on the Paris Métro when I was 16, a photo of me with my first love before her high school graduation. Things. But, I decide that I should tell her nothing.As I walk in to my house my wife comes right over to me and kisses me deep and with lots of tongue. She runs her hand over my ass and pushes on the hole a little. I am in serious trouble. She wants sex now and she wants to fuck my ass.She drags me down the hall to our bedroom. The bed is set up, candles burning, and a towel on the edge. She shoves me down on the towel and lubes up my ass. I don't know how she didn't see the cum, but I got lucky. She. She lowered her head down on my cock and sucked it into her mouth. Her tongue danced around the head and tip of my cock and her hands cupped my balls. By now she was completely out of her bra and her top was hanging open by one button. She continued to tell me to pinch and as I pinched harder she squeezed my balls. I finally reached the point of no return and I pumped my cum in her mouth. She squeezed it all out of me swallowing every drop. I collapsed back in the seat and saw multiple guys.