My solution? Why, to avoid potentially troublesome situations, of course. Which, as we all know, only makes matters worse. But I was sixteen. Not faci...g up to my responsibilities in relationships was a specialty of mine.Not that Becky and I had much of a relationship. It was kind of a budding one, I suppose, but I still had not given up hope that Kristina and I might be able to get back together, either. And Becks and I had never talked about boyfriends and girlfriends, and dating each other,. First, he flushed the toilet, and then pulled her into the shower with him. There was nothing remotely romantic or sexual about it, though. Brenda needed to be cleaned up. A minute later, she lurched back to the toilet and sat down as quickly as possible, then everything came out the other end. Steve sighed silently. Whatever was on the schedule for the day was trashed. As soon as she finished with the toilet, he pulled her back under the shower and helped her clean up. She ended up both puking. I said. So you committed yourself to me? he said Yes, I want you to succeed and have a wonderful life, like the one that was always meant for you. Do you love me Nariko? he asked. The question is not fair. I love you, yes. I know we have never said that but I love you… not like that though. I said somewhat unsteady. A voice inside me was calling me a liar because it was hitting me that I did love him. I was utterly devoted to him and had sacrificed so much for him. Hadnt he done the same for. It kind of hurt. I really did a shit job with her. If I’d gotten pregnant with her ten years later, maybe I’d have done better. Well, okay, probably not, but I wish ... I mean, Kirsten and I got along great, I’ve been more there for her, interested. More adult, really, to tell you the truth. I really was a self-centered cunt to Kristy for most of her life.I wish I could do it all over again and do it right. This is not my usual approach to life. I’m more of a never-look-back and.