Rachael added her simple 'RMS' and he pointed to the next paragraph. "This indicates that you have been excluded from my last will and testament and t...at you are aware that you have been excluded from my last will and testament and that you agree to be excluded from my final estate."That was not standard. That was bordering on cruel. The family must still believe she was there for his money to request such a clause. And JD must harbor no small amount of doubt himself to agree to it. She. " I was sexual with all these women and I was a good lover, but I always had a yen for men. More than once I had to use the fantasy of sex with a man to get off with my female lovers.I started exploring my homosexuality when I was thirty-five. I would go to my favorite adult theater, "The Paradise," to watch gay porn and have sex. The Paradise is two theaters in one; a straight theater and a gay theater. Most of the patrons start in the straight theater, but within minutes they migrate to the. ." Natalie trailed off."Why's that, hun?" I asked, assuming she was flirting. "Well, while I was home over Fall break and we were video chatting. You thought you turned your webcam off, but you didn't. I saw you slip your pretty little pink panties on," Natalie said with a giggle.I didn't know what to say so I just looked away. "You know it was the only time you got me wet. Seeing you wearing those slutty little panties and fingering your tight ass." Natalie whispered into my ear. "Great, so. Not that it was looking likely, but I wanted to share my dreams for the place with someone before I packed up and left.She laughed with me.“You planning on keeping this place?”I was silent for a moment before I replied. She deserved to be told some of the truth on this part, to know my true desire, even if I now had no choice but to abandon it. A new life in Missouri or my current life in a Federal Penitentiary, either way I wouldn’t be here.“I’d really like to. After Iraq, it gives me.