Robustness, lets say ... I would admire from afar and then discounted as possible partners. Let be clear, I'm no ogre, but I'm a big guy and I know a ...ot of people, men and women find that intimidating. As I don't particularly enjoy feeling like a bull in a china shop, I'd been filtering my choices for a partner with that in mind, but without realizing it. I wonder if my choice of the cute-russian-dj last night, was part of my response to do things differently this time.Anna had been nibbling. I was at a rather good party while not in the best of moods, so I hadn't really gotten into the vibe of the music or the conversation. All that I had gotten convincingly into was a rather good bottle of bourbon. I was leaning against a column, off to the edge of the impromptu dance floor, letting the taste of the whisky linger in my mouth while I ogled a few of the more attractive women guests.All of this contributed to my being in just the right mood for her proposal.She flowed up to me, all. I over heard the social worker talking on the phone, saying that since I didn't have any family left, that the state could release me into the custody of a federal study, as long as they promised to take care of me. Like I would trust the government to take care of me. I seen how they take care of things, no thanks. I snuck out of there, still in my bloody clothes, and as I left, I seen a fricken' black swat type van pull up. Oh, they made nice, and only one nice dressed lady got out and went. "Can't wait to fuck U. C U 2nite." "U want my dick? U sure ur clit's big enough 4 me hun?" "Shot my load just thinking of u." I put the cell phone back in his jacket. Part of me wanted to confront him then and there but I figured he'd just deny it and say the phone wasn't his. I had to find out the truth, but couldn't think how to do it. I wondered how he was finding all these sluts. Then I suddenly had an idea. Working in IT I knew about keystroke viruses, little programs that could go on a.