.. Not here. Please let me go to the ladies’ room,” I asked.Her phone rang and I squeezed my thighs together. I’m sure my desperation was gettin... obvious to the teens and families that were passing by us. I’m sure they noticed how beautiful and put together Ms. Connor looked and how completely disheveled I was. Not only was I nearly naked, I’m sure that my hair and make-up were a disaster after my ordeal in the shoe store.“What time are you working?” She said to the caller. “OK. We’ll be. Panopticon, they call it. Look it up. I needed to find a way to worm my way in, to become an active part of Clara’s life instead of a passive one, to become a player rather than a spectator. I was sick of cheering from the bleachers, I wanted to get on the field myself and show the crowd what I had in me.I came equipped, of course. All of the equipment was there at my disposal. The cameras I controlled were there for me to use. Do your job. Enhance. Enhance. A business card on the desk. Clara. She is licking my love juice from her finger.“Come and sit on the lounge chair, Connie.”As I walk over to the chair, Pam and Bruce embrace each other. I watch as their hands explore the contours of each other’s body. Taking my place on the lounger, I am only a mere few feet away as the two lovers continue fondling and kissing as if I am not there. The excitement of my watching, heats up their passion even more.Bruce is now moving his hands to Pam’s breasts and pinches them. She is tracing her. " Good, hop in. I'm Audrey Willoughby. Little change of plans. Instead of the library, we can use my apartment, it's nice and quiet." Sure," I said trying to get a better look at my new tutor, who at first glance, was a very pretty young woman of, say, maybe twenty-two, twenty-three. Well, this might not be so bad."Okay, here we are, follow me," and we trotted up a flight of stairs and went into her apartment."Sit over there at the table. Now, Grant, here's the situation. I'm going to be very.