Four floors with metal stairs ran up the front. The neighborhood had a bad stench. Garbage roasted on the curb in the July heat. I looked up to the th...rd floor. A black man in a dirty t-shirt sat in the window smoking a cigarette, flicking his ashes down to the street. He appeared to be about 6' or so and weighed at least 250. His flabby belly showed hanging over his belt protruding from his t-shirt. He looked totally spaced. Probably a crack addict, at least. I went up to the main door. The. ”Even though, i knew she wants it. And comes this phrase. Made me jump high over thoughts. And with an instant i asked her for a video call.She denied! But i called her already. She didn’t pickup. I did it again. She picked with a finger placed on her camera. All i was looking at, was a black screen..She spoke like a snake. Really! She hissed. I guessed, it’s her hubby the reason of this sound. And she was in washroom.She:- “You look cute… (Hissing)”Me:- “And you look black!”She then let me see. We eat dinner and then go to the bar for drinks the same as the previous night. We talk about the old days working together and seeing each other every day and how that was so enjoyable as compared to now where we work in different locations. Again, we completely ignore what happened and the sexual tension that is in the air. At the end of the evening, I yawn again. she sees this and jumps right in with "How about a nightcap in your room". I take a deep breath, "what we did last night was. God, I hate you right now, but I do still love you more than anything in this whole world.But I will not put up with a cheater, Rob. I had a hard time being civil to you last night after Angela called me yesterday. But I had to put on a brave face and now you know why I had a headache and wouldn't make love to you last night. I had a hard time not taking the butcher knife and cutting your heart out as you lay in bed sleeping. I will be seeing a lawyer in the morning, but please do not try to.