"Give you a blowjob." The spark in his eyewas his masculine fortitude growing on a logarithmic scale. My ownmasculinity was on the opposite projecti...n, plummeting my timidmasculinity into permanent femininity. The small squeeze of my neck mademe realize he wanted me to say it again, wanted me to put it in even amore familiar way. My eyes couldn't stay looking at his and with anothersign of submission I dipped my head to look into his chest instead as Iquietly whispered "I want to suck your. She's okay, I guess, but she doesn't getme off. No, I think of someone who's far sexier than Janeywhen I jerk off... that's what guys call it, yaknow...jerking off."Jean had succeed in pulling her shirt button all theway off and was absentmindedly working on the next one down.As her shirt opened and closed, I caught repeated glimpsesof the swell of her breasts above the lacy white bra she waswearing. She continued to shift around as she became moreexcited and had dropped one foot off the couch. Normally one of her sisters would have helped out but they had got this flu bug and she didn't want to expose Ems to it. So reluctantly I agreed to help out. I phoned in sick for work and went round to pick up Ems. Megan gave me a quick lesson in changing nappies and a huge list of things to remember (I wasn't a hands on kind of father so I needed to be reminded) before dashing off to the hospital. Well I sat down in front of the telly wondering what I was going to do all day, I soon realised. .. Amanda?" She made the name soundlike it was something disgusting in her mouth."$200 an hour." He spat out his dummy and tearfully added, "I used to gofor three hours at a time and pay $500." He watched his big baby sootherdangle from the end of the white plastic chain, the amber teat twistingand turning as he shivered in fear."Baby likes a bargain, does she?" Jane's Arctic voice dripped sarcasm.She walked slowly round him and slipped her hand between his shiveringthighs again, gathering his.