But the more I thought about it, I thought, 'this is my house, my pool and my body. If I want to be topless, I’m entitled'. Besides, I had to admit ...o myself, the idea of a virile younger man looking at me and getting hard was a turn on for me. So, the next day, I swam and sunbathed topless. I hoped he was watching... it made me so hot. After a couple of days, I ditched the bottoms too. I thought I could feel his eyes as I moved around, changed positions and stretched. A couple of weeks. He started cutting and the smell reminded me of the day I ran naked through the fields of corn, chest high and feeling the slight sting as it whipped my small breasts from all directions, and especially hardened nipples, hardened by the cool air, and intensified by the sting of the whipping.In the distance I could see the harvester and the farmer, mowing, and as he neared me, that feeling excited me, as I knew the effect of him catching me naked, my naked body whipped raw with the billowing. I even got smart and checked the receipts out to make sure they were for that day. Nothing seemed unusual.We rented a few movies for us to watch as a family that weekend. I wanted to watch them in the game room, but Jane was afraid to watch them there. She still was having trouble when the kids wanted to go down there. She would try to talk them out of it.During the week we talked about the shooting when we were alone. I told her it was just some freak thing and wouldn't happen again. But she. They’ve decided to call it Industry ‘99 because it will do everything our other suite does plus put Federal Express, Charles Schwab, and Nabisco out of business. Kewl, dude!4:41 AM -- Got another bloody nose. I don’t believe that damned doctor. There is no way caffeine can cause this. Shit, out of Kleenex. Thank God for that medicine cabinet.4:43 AM -- Just got back and am ready for work. Boy, they keep putting new stuff in that medicine cabinet. Vivarin! What will they think of next. A couple.