Nahi ma bade kar duga baad ma vha sa koi guzzara to hum dono alag ho gaya phir hum ghumna lga thori dar baad mana ussa vha par chord diya kha sa pick ...iya tha phir 30 min ka baat ussa missed call aaya ma call kiya baat karna lga phir baat karta karta usna aapna bara ma sab kuch bta diya par sex related kuch nahi btaya phir baat karta karta usna pucha ki agar ma aapko age raat ko bulaogi to aap aaoga mna bola jarur aap bulao hum na aaya aasa kbhi nahi hoga phir mana pucha ki kisi liya to usna. Another person peed on me, holding my mouth open this time. I pushed the liquid out, denying it. ?SWALLOW BITCH? A strange voice said.It was the hardest thing I?d ever done, but I swallowed. ?Now sit there in your filth and think about what you?ve done.? My father said.Over what felt like the next few hours I sat, and thought, and cried and shivered. I thought about all the shitty things I?d done. The time my mom went through cancer and I was so selfish as to feel jealous at all the. Morris was proud of Melissa and he tried to provide an atmosphere where her brains were as accepted as her other talents. I think he succeeded. I think you've helped. I've watched the relationship between you and Melissa blossom. I wasn't sure it would work, especially after the interlude with Miss Eastman, but somehow, beyond my understanding, it did. I'd like to think that Morris would approve of you. He's not here to keep his daughter on track, so I took my shot. I think Morris would. It was four years ago- almost to theday- that Paul and I became boyfriend and girlfriend, and not longafterward that I lost (or rather, willingly gave up) my virginity tohim. If it hadn't been for his selfish actions when we broke up, I'dprobably still be with him now, but as I see him and Dannii foolingaround together, I feel a sense of pride as I realise that it stirs nofeelings inside me whatsoever. No envy, no jealousy, nothing. If Danniiwants him, she's more than welcome to have him.As.