"You do?" I asked stupidly. If he knew what I was thinking, he wouldn't be talking about porn videos. Or maybe he would. Maybe, he was counting on my ...eakness to get himself blown, or to get a hand job or something. Or maybe even fuck me. As hard as I tried, I was never sure how well I concealed my uncertainty, my gender-identity crisis. Though I had never done anything gay, I'd always known I was capable of it. Maybe David knew this. Maybe he wanted me outed, forced out of the closet where he. I had all kinds of nasty thoughts in my head about what I could do with her like putting my cock in her mouth and fondling her tits. The only problem was that people were passing by frequently to go to the bathroom or grab food and drinks from the kitchen. I ended up snapping a pic nervously and that was all. I'll post this pic if I can find out.My favorite memory was when I came over early for the cookout. One of the best decisions of my life lol! It was just Cecilia, Eira and maybe 3 or 4. And as he placed the food on the table, he tried to keep his eyes off her tits. “You can look, she likes it when people look.” His startled eyes shot up, mouth agape. She nodded a bit, giving affirmation that he could indeed look. “Please look," she whispered, "I want you to.”And with that statement, I knew he and I would both be fucking her tonight. As we finished dinner, I motioned him over. “Can we get the check please, someone is in a hurry to get out of here." I motioned toward her with my. It was four in the morning when my phone rang, and after tearing myself from a deep sleep, managed to answer it. All I heard was Kelsey crying, and it took but a few seconds to deduce that Adam had died. An hour later, I held a sobbing Kelsey in my arms at hospital. I held her tight as she wept uncontrollably on my shoulder, and then took her home to my house. I took her to my bed and comforted her, stroking her hair and wiping away her tears. She told me that he'd gone in for an operation and.