She looked cautiously at the group and wondered if they had names and would they be introduced to her. She really didn’t care, though, because at t...is point it is her first opportunity for human contact for over two months. She realized every eye was focused on her. This caused her nipples to harden and her facial expression to be that of a hot, horny, in heat type of a****l that was in desperate need of sexual pleasure.Slowly, the other a****ls began to circle around her. As if by. ?Right pig, over to the tray,? Guard Lee said, indicating with her rifle. Emily gratefully stopped prancing on the spot and moved off purposefully towards what looked like an unhitched trailer.The vehicle, if it could be called such, looked like the back of a flat bed truck. At the front a long metal bar projected forward, resting in the dirt. It was a strange looking appendage, four wide metal crossbars protruded along its length and Emily could not quite grasp its purpose.The wooden tray. "Is that why you asked if smoking was good for relaxing?" she asked."Because if you're nervous about the transition, we could ask thedoctor to prescribe a mild tranquilizer for you. That would be ahealthier alternative to taking up smoking." Look Mom, this isn't about healthier alternatives," I said. "This isabout me gaining confidence as a woman and feeling good about myself.Pills and wine can't do that for me," I said as I hoisted my glass,"but cigarettes can." I don't understand Darren. . I loped down the stairs, the tower was too close to be effective against four men with guns. I needed movement. I needed surprise. I needed space. Deep within me, the Monster roared its challenge.I was already in motion as the first man crested the stairs. I hit my knees mid stride, the heavily waxed hardwood floor allowing my momentum to carry me forward. The sound of my approach drew the gunman’s attention. He swung his gun up to what would have been chest level, just as my K-Bar drove up,.