I covered her hands in mine and waited for them to warm up .. ‘I am not a monster, don’t be so scared, ok I bite sometimes but that’s it’ I th...ught to myself as I was looking in her eyes, now reassuring ...”It’s ok” I mouthed to her, still holding her hands.She finally loosened up a bit. “You are a very beautiful girl” she said.“Thanks” I said and kissed her on her cheek , barely grazing the skin with my lips, I came closer to her ear “ And you are a very beautiful woman”.. “Not here “ she. Oh, and the fact that I barely knew her. I thought it was kind of crazy that she’d just do that with a virtual stranger.Anyway she got my hand in her pants, during the process, and I rubbed away like I thought I was supposed to do. I had no idea what I was doing. I knew girls had clits, but nothing about what to do with one. She acted like she was having a good time, though. Eventually, we both got mostly naked, but all that worrying I’d been doing had taken its toll. I couldn’t get hard. Not. There was this air of expectancy, of course all the crowd wanted to seewas the main act, they didn't even know who I was. It was obvious theyweren't interested in me they were talking and chattering, laughing andjeering. They just wanted me to hurry up and finish. The moment Istrapped on my guitar and played a few notes to stop the shaking andwarm up my fingers everything changed, the talking and chatter stopped,their eyes all focused on me as I stood alone at the front of this hugeempty stage.. The Mandarin Club was the perfect venue for our celebrations; there were over twenty of us; with everyone’s family and a few friends / partners. Jack had arranged for a large Chinese-style banquet; there was course after course; by the time the meal had finished, I was completely stuffed. Later that night, I gave Lori her graduation gift; a gold-plated Waterman pen, engraved with our names ... Well, she got a second ‘gift’; we made love until well after midnight.A few weeks later, on April 15,.