I always thought you saved for months to get it straightened. All the kids in your family had black curly hair like your mother,” I told her.“Mom ...as a cunt to some Asian guys in high school. You know how it goes. Black guys are hung like stallions, while Asians are hung like squirrels. Finally, a Korean guy said he could fuck her with his small dick better than any of the black guys she had been fucking all through high school. Nine months later, she had me. No one is quite sure what happened. ”“He’s got a lot of everything,” she giggled, “Hey did you bring my laptop?”“Yes, it’s in your bag upstairs.”“Let’s order some champagne and go and check it for messages shall we?”I swear she wiggled that lovely little backside even more than usual as she ordered the champagne.“Are you wearing anything under those pants?” I asked in the lift.“Of course I am,” she laughed, “It’s called Chanel number 9.”In our suite she booted her laptop up and giggled when she saw a message from her date of the. I did not like feeling helpless. I left the marines. I returned to college and got my teaching degree. My appearance bothered some at first but my students got past it quickly and most had ceased to be aware of it after a semester. Women did not hang around long enough to allow that to happen. All my sex had come from monetary transactions and merciful women. Two nurses and a doctor rushed in and again I said ‘Good morning.’ The doctor said, ‘Good to see you awake and apparently feeling well.. I could imagine the school’s ghosts as gremlins crawling and clawing up into the sky, eating the moon like a cake.Tonight, there were no drilling sounds and my room was silent as death and my mind was racing, abuzz, unable to quiet... I was feeling like an overloaded plane in a turbulent sky, wishing that I’d plummet, crash into sleep.Our building sat on the same area as the prison. I was levitating over their cells, levitating over their graveyard. I was thinking of the men, crammed into the.