The more awake I became, the more I realized what a stupid move that had been. I put myself at risk and gained nothing worthwhile for it. Self loathin... was a powerful emotion; it caused me to attack that thug, when the night before self preservation kept me from doing the same thing. It seemed to be an emotion strong enough to force one to do terribly stupid things.The shower and the day old coffee helped me with my self esteem issue even more. I still felt worthless, but not quite as suicidal.. Naan muthalil englishil pesa aaarambithen, avaluku avalavaaga English vara vilai pinbu hindiyil pesa aarambithom.Avalidam naan civil engineer enaku hindi avalavaaga varathu, neengal thaan enaku hindi soli thara vendrum endru sonnen. Aval kandipaaga aanal en kanavan oru santhegap parani, nan ungalidam pesinaal santhegap paduvaar endru sonnal.Naan appozhuthu kanavar veetil ilatha pozhuthu solli thaarungal, en veedu suma thaan irukirathu ingu vanthu vidungal endru sonen.Aval sirithaal sari naan. Sitting on a giant toadstool, she set up her easel and began to paint while Rex sniffed around for a place to nap. She had only painted a few moments, though, when he spotted a hummingbird and ran after it in high pursuit. Hilda ignored him at first, but a few moments later, there was a splash. He had followed the bird right off the dock and into the water."You naughty, naughty Rex!" she admonished him as she stepped onto the dock to retrieve him. The timbers must have rotted since last she. There's nothing twisted about that. You said you never did anything with him sexually, so I don't see any harm. And if it developed in your head as a Daddy fetish, well I can see that happening too. A lot of girls grow up wanting to marry their daddies just like a lot of boys want to find a wife just like their mother. It's all about bonding. Your situation just made your bond stronger.Luna, if you want to call me Daddy and you want me to be your Daddy figure, I will. And if that means you have.