After much research, I decided I needed to try again. This time, with me controlling everything. I scraped my savings together, ordered a package call...d, first love that included a seven inch, hot pink dildo with veiny texture, strawberry flavored lube, and warming oil. I was all over that tracking number like ants on a lollipop, and practically gave myself an ulcer making sure no one else intercepted my package. Who needs a man when you have three variable speeds and clit stimulation? I may. As I began plunging away, she contracted the muscles in her vagina in counterpoint. Soon, she was down on her elbows, bracing herself against the tile as I slammed into her. Her body was being jolted so much, I was afraid she might bang the top of her head against the wall. But when I tried to ease off a little, Alex only insisted, No! Fuck me harder! Harder! I held onto her hips and when I squeezed, she moaned and gasped even louder. But the floor of the shower was slippery and so were we, and. Elaine said Its going to change things alot. Do you mind that ? I shook my head No i want it . You are going to need post exposure prophylactic treatment in case any of them was HIV positive. As a nurse Elaine knew this of course. She nodded and said Yes but I can get that up to a week later and in the meantime,it wont make any difference if we have a little more excitement will it ? I could not believe it was the same Elaine,who I had always thought of as my faithful,little wife slightly. I took out a few nylon zip-ties. You’re not really going through with this, aren’t you? queried the good angel on my shoulder. Well, maybe I will, maybe I won’t? answered the other, dark angel. We’re just?thinking about it?. But I knew. She was so beautiful—in a young, pristine sort of way. I wanted her. I had to have her. I had to fuck her. Not just to fuck her-- To rape her. To rape her! I was rather astonished about how.