To say I was nervous was an understatment! By the time I got there I had convinced myself that he would turn out to this 50+ guy, probably overwieght ...nd bald lol, but I didn't care! Nothing ventured nothing gained is my motto!Was I surpsrised when the guy from the photo showed up! He was everything he said he was and more! I couldn't have been happier! We chatted for a bit in the shop and then he invited me back to his place, which we went and as I sat on the couch he left to grab his sister's. Any resistance I had caved in as I capitulated. "I'm a pretty littlegirl." A pretty little girl, Sir," he added cruelly."I'm a pretty little girl Sir," I numbly responded.My transformation however wasn't yet complete; next he wanted me todress the part too! He told me to stand up and threw a white suspenderbelt at me."Put that on, tonight you are going to be my perfect pretty littlegirlfriend," he snarled."Perfect in every way, do you understand girl?"Next he tossed over a pair of white. My body was equally on fire, still there was something that put me on hold. The inside of the car was not lighted and the only light came from the street lamps.‘You are beautiful’, he said.I just managed to blush and look down.‘And don’t forget your promise’, said he.I smiled at him. He moved close to me and kissed my lips. As if I was expecting this move, I moved forward and let myself to him. This kiss had more intensity than the others and more passionate. He moved his right hand to my right. I think a lot of the reason I tried so hard isbecause of Lucinda. I was determined to be Anthony again so I would meansomething to her again. Anything. She hates me like this. But she hatesme more when I try and remind her I used to be Anthony. You should seeher. It's like I'm denigrating his memory if I dare mention our sharedpast. And that guy I was photographed with. He's a friend of hers. Shewarned me off him pretty ferociously when all I was doing was spendingtime with someone who didn't.