"Caroline sat in the right seat, grinning.We did land before nine. We had the plane tended to, a reservation for an oceanfront room, and a rental car ...efore nine. Using directions given to us by the operations people, we drove across to Panama City Beach and stopped at an Italian restaurant across the street from our hotel. The food was great and we could easily have overeaten. I wasn't drinking and asked Caroline if she might want some wine. She said, "Don't drink anything. I think I want you. Our eyes met and had their moment again. I moved forward to kiss her. She was breathing hard now and closed her eyes as our lips met. I kissed her soft lips.Oh my god, they were so soft and kissable. But she did not respond and her musky smell of sweat with the flower was toxic and driving me crazy. I kissed her hard as I sucked her lips. I pulled her strongly towards me crushing her boobs on my chest.I gripped her tight ass. A shiver ran down my spine as I felt her ass cheeks over saree and. "But there must be a way to control these thoughts andtransform them into something more useful." Maybe that's what the bookis about.Finally, halfway through the book it dawned on him. "Personaltransformation wasn't about adjusting his mental state."This is a book that is describing the relationship between subatomicenergy fields and personal consciousness. It's not about turning leadinto gold or a book full of psycho-babble. It's confusing and writtenin an odd and nearly unfathomable. We arrange for Friday morning at 10:00 am sharp. He is prompt and off we go. He has the radio on and I am kind of fidgety. About a half hour, maybe 45 minutes we get to his place and he pulls in the garage and lowers it and in his house we go. It seems generally clean and he takes me into what he calls his fun room. He has a tv in there and a vcr. It's situated in such a way that the bed is the best place to watch it. So up we go and he starts the movie. It's some pretty girls and.