" (Jim -Sissy Beauty Salon, Part 3)That is what I said and that is what I mean.___________________________I had just asked Annie what she was going to...have done at the Salon andwhat I should have done to me. I was really interested in her answer. Iam not sure whether my need for an answer was because of dread,anticipation, anxiety, wishfulness, or simple curiosity.Over the course of the past year, my feelings about Annie's new foundsexual pleasures had evolved in a complex manner.At first the. “Girl, you’ll be the death of me,” said in a luxuriantly low sensuous voice, glancing briefly up at me.The music was still going quietly. Some nameless heavy metal band with loud fast guitar riffs.They separated and lay side by side on the bed, holding hands. Eventually, Rhianne removed her purple penis, setting it on the side table.EIGHTI heard a faint roar from outside. It was now completely dark out. Who knows what time it was. I went to the window and opened it. It was rain starting up,. One of these +100F days, we foundourselves suffering through lunch under the only shade tree in the fieldwe were working. Normally we were so formal around each other, but in the heat a more simple language finally broke through. We both finally realized that noone there knew we were religious, so the next day we decided to shedsome of our clothing burden in search of relief.He showed up in the same pants except he had cut them with scissorsto make shorts. He also was wearing his normal shirt. Problem with that is they still won't talk to me.I had just moved in with Rob and his family. It's only until the baby is born. Then I will go home and try to make up with my parents. I will be glad to get back into my old clothes. I'm getting sick of this extended belly.The mood around the Becker household has changed. Everyone was normally very happy. Since Melanie passed away, the family is just walking through life.It took me most of the day on Sunday to get the room I'm staying in.