He would kill himself then her if that ever happened.No you idiot, it’s kill her, then yourself, he berated internally as he shook his head.Decidin... to have a shower to wash some of the terrible thoughts of Suki not forgiving him away, Dillon grabbed his towel and walked into the en-suite. For the first time in a long time he was going to just have a shower. Something had triggered in him, and he was feeling so much more for that leggy redhead than just infatuation and lust. It was desperation. I think a lot of the men who were there were actually looking for some sexual adventures and not just to read about them.We began chatting one day after he made an amusing comment to me about one of my stories. I found it to be charming and poked him to let him know I had noticed it. He soon poked me back.As we chatted I found him to be quite charming and witty. Both traits I loved in a man. Although our chats sometimes turned a bit sexual, he was always a gentleman with me. Before I knew it,. "So can I come in?" "Ugh yeah... come on in," he said as I caught him checking me out. I started to walk in and he shut the door behind me. "Don't tell them it's me right away," I said as I giggled. I could feel him staring at my ass as I walked by. "Um... ok," he replied. "Hey guys, look what came to the door," he said as we entered the next room. My other friends, James and Drew were sitting on the couch watching tv. They turned and saw me walk on. I could feel their eyes staring me down. "Hi. ”“You’re so lucky I don’t feel like kicking your ass right now, call me fucking Snooki...”“Hey if the thong fits...” I started before she charged at me. “I’m just playing, I’m just playing!”“Oooh you’re so lucky ... let’s go before I push you down the stairs.”I kept my distance as we went downstairs to the car, laughing and making little pokes at her the whole way there. She drove even though I should have in her hyped up state, one wrong move and she could drive us off a bridge. It was nice to.