We had some jerky and a few homemade sweets and those constituted supper. We lay down for the night with the girls together and Bennie and I wrapped u... in some tarps and blankets we found. Bennie whispered, "You sleep deep tonight." We were rolled together with Bennie facing the door if he gazed over my shoulder. His body seemed to relax into deep sleep with gentle snoring and I tried to emulate him knowing neither of us would sleep. It took about an hour and the girls got up with Michelle. Pearl's eyes grew large, frightened as he pressed in slightly and she felt a surge of pain. “Danny! Please! Stop!” she pressed against his thickly muscled chest.“Shhhh…” Danny grabbed his sisters delicate wrists and forced them above her head, grunting in slight anger at her resistance. He held both of her small hands with one of his large ones while he stroked her hair with the other, trying to console her. He started to sing to her in his wonderfully melodic voice, like he did when she was. I felt guilty about her supporting us.I began to take time from my writing to make sure the apartment was cleanedand began preparing meals. Yesterday evening when she came home from the office she threwher shoes in a corner. I could tell she was in a foul mood. " I made us your favorite dish. A nice bouillabaisse and havea bottle of that wine you like chilling. " She ignored me. She walked past the candles and crystal I hadset out on white damask. I heard her in the shower as I set the. He immediately goes to sleep when we are in bed’. I once again went near mom and took hold of both her breasts.I started pressing them delicately, massaging them. I said, ‘But could arouse him’. Mom, moving her hands over my bare chest, said, ‘Yes I try. If he feels like, he removed all clothes, gives me a kiss of two and immediately….’. She could not complete the sentence. I felt pity for her. I slowly unhooked her bra and dropped it. Mom hurriedly covered her breasts with hands, feeling.