What do you mean?”“How are we going to make this happen?”I felt cornered. I mean I hadn’t contemplated this conversation yet. What do I say? I...mean I was the one who initiated the idea and I was still open to it. Well I think I was. Daniel looked at me and said,“I guess we come up with a time to do that right?”“A time?”“Yeah Ashton. Like a day when we actually do it or do the thing or you know what I mean.”I turned super red when he said that and had to take a deep breath of air. “I guess it. I get up from the couch but just stand there.What do I want to do? I seek out my mother. I'm a complete wimp fordressing this way and for all the times I've cried in the last 24 hours.Mom's the only person I trust now, I think. Has she fucked with me in thelast day? She teased me a bit this morning, I guess. Hell, she teased mea lot this morning. And she wrote the note that got all that shit atschool started. And she actually bought that all that shit that isimpossible to get off that I was. K upar se masalne laga, she was just moaning like aaaah aaaaah amit, or karo yar, or me pet pe kiss kiye ja rha tha and then bra kholne laga usse pehle usne mjhe khich liya or palatke mere upar aa gyi and started to remove my clothes, she removed my white shirt and blue jeans too, and wo mere underwear ko dekhke bss smile kar rhi thi or boli ki isko b khol dena chaiye na bechare andar ni aa rha h, and then she removed my underwear, and mera land apne hath me le liya right hand me, and suck. I walked over to the suit-bag and noticed a note pinned to it. It read:'Get dressed. Be ready by 1pm and make sure you look good for a specialfriend of mine. Steve will pick you up.Or don't get dressed, your choice!If you're not dressed when Steve gets there you won't need to getdressed in anything but hospital pyjamas for at least a month!Love EddieXXX'Resignation came crashing down on me yet again; I would not be able toget out of Eddie's clutches until I was released fromChelmsford...or... a.