Love him? Yes, oddly enough, she knew that she still did in some ridiculous sort of way. But what she had in mind, what had begun as a mere student-pr...fessor relationship until he'd asked her to marry him. In the beginning, she had hope for their marriage, but the sexual frustrations had quickly extinguished those hopes, leaving some sort of sterile bond between them.Now, in the second year of their marriage, Ann Dexter asked herself more than once a day just why she'd married him in the first. His desire for me had my nerves singing. It had been a long time since I had danced to the siren seductiveness of a male's craving to possess me. Far too long!"What I really want to do, Jasmine, is rip that dress off of you, put you in chains and carry you to a desert oasis. And there, make love to you until you can't walk," Jer'Tock said panting as heavily as I was."Would those be gold chains, maybe?" I asked fanning my face. We stared longingly at one another for a few moments."You would. The goggles were removed and my tears rolled freely down my cheeks, thoughts of my feminized, sexless future running through my brain. I realized that my whole body had suddenly been paralyzed and numbed as metal arms pulled my hair back and reclined my body, bracing me as if I was floating.She put her hand gently on my arm. "Don't worry," she whispered, "it's not as bad as it sounds. Believe me, there are far worse things than nullification. I've seen boys turned into mindless and mute,. She liked being in a dress. Sheliked the new order that had come to the band. She was okay with Mistressrunning things.And Jessica's penis?She really like that.As for me, well, I was getting used to the flowers coming to my dressingroom. I got several invitations, a few from well-known celebrities. Ialways begged off and told them that Mistress didn't allow me to date.But yeah, I thought about it. You know what you call a guy who doesn'tthink about sex with another guy? You call him a liar. We.