I was starting to get hard and she went to my chest, moved my bra straps and moved my bra away so she could suck my nipples. Her tongue made circles a...ound my nipples ( i have small nipples, but they are really pointy and sensitive) . She knew how to made them hard. I tried to unhooked her bra, but she was in control. I grabbed those huge tits with my hands when she was moving up and down to kiss my trapped dick under my thong.I was in pre cum when she reached down there. I could almost smell. But you never made a move because you knew too that I couldn’t and that it would have hurt us both too much.’ She was right. ‘I knew you’d always be my closest friend because you love me and I love you. But we both knew it could never be physical. We never needed to say it, we knew.’ I nodded slowly. ‘I’m so sorry.’ ‘You don’t need to be.’ She stood up. ‘Have another cigarette and come back when you’re ready, OK?’ She leaned down to look closely into my eyes and I nodded again. ‘Silly cow.’ I. She began to move more, so I stop and went back to my room. After I got to my room it sounded like some one woke up. So I went back to sleep. Then I some one asked "You awake?" I stayed still then they came up and pushed me a bit. I turned and it was my little sister. I said "What do you want?" She said "Where you just up?" "Maybe why?" "You were, don't lie to me." "Yeah" "What were you doing?" "Nothing" Hoping. Laughing… smiling… nothingChapter TwoA sudden wave of water over me pulled me out of my sleep. I could taste the saltiness of the water on my lips. The sun was beating down on my body and a numbing burn on my leg was helping me remember everything that happened. I was lying on white sand on my stomach. I frantically tried to get up to see where I was. As I tried to stand on my leg, the pain increased. I looked down to see a cut on the side of my right calf. Some blood was pouring from the.