I had never wanted anyone this much in my entire life. I craved her touch. Her smell. Her taste. My tongue came to life and danced alongside hers. Moa...s fused from our mouths. Our bodies grinded together. I didnt want this moment to end yet I also craved more. My arousal eventually got the better of and I broke the kiss. I attempted to wrap my lips around one of her erect nipples, but she pulled away. Whats wrong, I asked. Nothing, she assured. This night is all about you, she soon added and. During the day, I get flashbacks of parts of my ship with various damage and friends' bodies blown apart, gaping holes in the hull seeing ships explode into puffs of smoke and a thousand little bits of silvery metal.Mostly, I just want to disappear inside myself and never come out; watch the universe pass by without involving me, but I know if I let that happen, I'll never come out. I find it best to be among my own, people who accept me and where I can feel that I'm useful in a structured. Best way for that is for him to start playing with my replacementbefore I'm gone. Sounds mercenary, I know, but it isn't. We're talking abouta relationship that could and should last you for the rest of your life, soit won't be casual, and it will be very emotional. Might as well start now,right?" "How long have you two been together?" it was rude to ask, but I had to know. "Fifty-three years," she smiled, looking down at him. "I…" I honestly couldn't figure out what to say. It was so odd,. "I stood up carefully. His crotch was a terrible mess. He must have been really horny! I told him not to move. I went in and got a warm, damp cloth and a towel. I cleaned him up and then, while he dressed, I cleaned me up, too.He took me into his arms and thanked me warmly. I kissed him and said, "Anytime. I was beginning to think that you guys don't like me anymore." Yeah, that's a big worry."Before he left I said, "I haven't had a chance to ask Midge yet. Did she talk to you about taking.