“What the fuck am I doing?”------------------------------------------------------Jack sat on the floor of his room, deep in a meditative slumber. ...n his mind, he was counting the seconds, trying to suppress his excitement as the destined day approached with each tick of the clock.Chapter 2Victoria was hovering in darkness, completely numb to all her senses and unable to form a single thought. She was wearing only her nightgown, but felt neither hot nor cold.“What are your feelings for me?” she. It's amazing how things change as we grow-up."He agreed and had her take his arm and close her eyes. Leading her to the bedroom where Rod had raped her, he turned on the CD player that had been placed against the wall between the two windows. As an Irish ballad filled the room, he removed the single red rose in the vase beside the player and, moving to the center of the floor, placed it on one of the pillows on the mattress covered with white cotton sheets. He then lit the candles that were. To underline this, Alexis reached down and removed from the bag a new item – a bright red ball-gag, which she pushed into Yuriko’s mouth, stifling any squeals of protest that the slim seventeen-year-old might make. This final touch was for psychological effect rather than any actual need for silence, for it was intended to break Yuriko’s willpower and render her still more submissive for what was to follow. It had the desired effect, and Yuriko whimpered and gazed up pleadingly at her. I put my hands on the bed first, right next to her pillow, and gently apply some weight. As the mattress moves her face turns slightly towards me, but that’s just gravity. She’s definitely out cold.Feeling bolder, I get onto the bed on my knees. The extra weight turns her face completely towards me. Leaning over her, sideways across the bed, I support my weight on one hand, and touch her so gently with the other, on the chin. Just enough to part her lips.I lean in and feel the tip of my cock.