With some trepidation she pointed to the scene of the woman being double penetrated and the third man peeing into her open mouth.She had visualized do...ng this with her own sons but if the pee was so awful to the taste and she threw up she didn’t want to do that with them. She wanted it to be an enjoyable experience for all participants. So this was a practice.There was some shock from the ladies but all agreed to it.Some preparation was needed in the way of plastic sheets and towels.George,. ”“Yeah, I get that,” Serenity said right away, likely knowing we didn’t have much more time before Gabriella would be back. “But, it just seems like she’s so careful around you. As if she’s always silently apologizing.”Taking a deep breath, I put my fork down, deciding I should probably try to be as honest as possible in order to put my friend’s mind at ease. “Remember what you said this morning?” I asked her. “About me not knowing what to do with myself?”She nodded slowly.“Well, that’s really. "I'm ... I'm sorry, Mom but..." What is it Sweetie? What's wrong."Taylor had momentarily removed the vibrator."Do you have more of these ... in the back of your drawer, like you said?" Well, yeah Sweetheart. Why, don't you like that one anymore?" It's not that, Mom ... it's just ... ohhhh..." What, Taylor? Just tell me what you're thinking." Um ... I'm sorry, but ... oh! Would you do it with me?"Taylor's mother was so surprised that she actually sucked in a little gasp."Wha ... what? Taylor. What are you thinking?”I rocked back a bit. Hearing Beth say she loved me hit me harder than I thought it would. I didn’t realize it until just that moment but I really did love her. The love I had with April was like fire and ice, being with her was extreme and in your face and wonderful. With Beth that love was solid, rock steady, unyielding. I loved two women. Normally this would be a huge problem but it sounds like we had options. I wanted to concentrate on one thing at a time though.“I.