It's just that this entire vibe was different about him. He tries to meet new people, possibly someone he could love and be with, in a real relationsh...p. But the problem is, as much as I find him hot, he doesn't have this semi-violent vibe about him that Samer has. He doesn't bottle up his feelings and release them all suddenly. I guess the issue is, one cannot have both.Days have passed and I was finding myself more and more attracted to Hassan as well. But I had all those urges in me, to be. Finally, when the weather was too perfect to stay inside, I decided it was time. The weather forecast for the weekend was going to be amazing. I felt like I would be an idiot to stay in the world of concrete and steel this weekend, so I started to plan. I had a few days to work out my menu, which isn't tough when there are a few, standard meals that I always eat.She came back to my cubicle to deliver some mail and saw me writing out my menu. When she asked what I was doing, a million ideas. With a boyfriend who was masculine. But, at the end of the day, Elisha had a penis, and she wasn't totally opposed to keeping her dick. Provided that she met a guy who genuinely liked it. If she felt that her man could accept her like this, then she could too. And so, Elisha imagined what it would be like, if she started to embrace her dick. To embrace it as a part of her, to play with it. It had been a long time since Elisha has masturbated. All of her previous boyfriends had never actually. We had handled the Twins with uncharacteristic ease, and we felt good about it, because they were a tough, tenacious bunch.But even tougher for us, season-long, had been the Oakland A's. Oakland had to face the White Sox in their first-round playoff series, and the Oriole players paid attention, because we had scuffled against Oakland every time we'd faced them, over the past two seasons.Most of the time, sportswriter-talk about "matching up" with other clubs was just that -- talk.But we really.