I said, “I’m getting there.”She batted her lashes at me.“I can’t wait until you come home.”I knew her well enough to be able to read betwe...n the lines. I wanted to tell her I’d be able to satisfy her desire to have me in her again, but I couldn’t think of a way to say that without her knowing I’d been getting boners for women other than her.“I can’t wait, either,” I said.It never occurred to me that Eve might be giving her daughter information about my treatment ... about my reactions to my. He just wanted to be friend with me and have sex only by my consent and not forcefully”. “he even took his mobile out and deleted that clips in front of my eyes”, she said in her choked voice. I can see gratitude and love shining in her eyes for him. “I didn’t said anything to him and asked his mobile number, and told him to drop me to our home”, she said further “after thinking for hours,I gave him a call and we chatted for long. He was very charming and kind guy on phone to me”.I was sure. You need new ones." I'm not going shopping for new shirts." Fine. I'll buy them for you." Don't. I'm happy with these."Of course, she would buy them. Then the issue could become what I was wearing because these new shirts were now available and the old ones were anathema to her.How had it come to this? I remember standing up earlier in our marriage. I remember being willing to argue over the stupid little things. I remember losing anyway. Had I taught her that all she needed to do was be. After a listing of your firsts, there is always your strangest or most memorable sexual encounter.I sometimes wonder if men yearn for the freedom women have with sex, in the sense that all we need to say is yes and we get it, whereas men, have to wait to meet a girl ready to let them. I wish I had a penny for every time a guy said, 'If I was a girl, I would fuck all the time.'I do have that freedom and admit to entertaining more than my fair share of men, but add to that the men I done because.