" "Go swim, Suz," Joey said as he gave her a warm hug. "Me and Tim will meet you there as soon as we're finished putting them to bed, okay?" "No, it's...not okay. I sat here for two hours worrying about you two... Just hold me for a few minutes? Please?" "I'll go put Joy in bed then come back and hold her while you take care of Honey. Okay Joey?" He indicated his agreement while giving Suzi little tiny kisses on her neck and cheeks. Everyone had their fill of the pool by the time we got out. The other force was lust. After the separation from Melody I was glued to porn. It started "normal" at first, with nude modeling photos and solo masturbation videos, but with so much free time on my hands I eventually drifted into more extreme categories.===On Morgan's 18th birthday, she traveled to Hawaii with Melody and uploaded dozens of vacation photos to her Facebook and Instagram. Melody had let herself go a bit--many men would've referred to her as "thick"--but my god was Morgan a cock. There's probably a secret passage somewhere. I bet I just have to pull on a candlestick and a door will open. I climb the imposing staircase. I'm feeling glad that I didn't wear my heels.At the top of the stairs I can see down a long corridor into the gloom. At the end of the room is a window. Outlined against it I can just make out a shadowy figure. Must be some old clothes on a chair. Yes, it's got to be. There's no such thing as ghosts. I am not afraid. I start off down the corridor. That. While I’m driving I’m thinking: ‘as soon as I park the car I’m just gonna go ahead and ask him. I’m going to, as soon as we get there, I’m just gonna DO it!’ As we’re turning into his court he asks, ‘So uh… who are you going to prom with.’ And me – being the smooth operator that I am – went, ‘Um..oh, I don’t know… do you wanna go with me?’ Oh man, my stomach DROPPED. I was like, ‘fuck, I am just the biggest freaking loser in the ENTIRE world.’ (That was obviously in my head.) and he was all.