One of her new friends, Louisa Alder, was in need of someone to watch her daughter. Elizabeth took up the task and was given room and board in return.... Today was the day of the masked ball that marked the middle of the Season–when those ladies of age were presented to society. Elizabeth had been involved in everything, from the invitations to the music, and was in her element. There were a few errands she needed to run, call on her friends, and pick up her dress. Her now good friend, Louisa,. "Maybe they won't bug you so much if you don't have to see their pitying glances, huh?"It almost sounded like he cared that it bothered me the way everyone was treating me. Then it dawned on me that without my glasses, I would be vulnerable. I couldn't see, couldn't identify anything or anyone! With all of Frank's new stuff in the house, I could trip over anything! I'd be a laughingstock and then people would awe over me even more. I would have to move far away, extremely far away. Maybe I'd. ”We all kissed, except for the guys, then got dressed before Logan and I headed home.Back in our own bed Logan and cuddled up. I knew he wouldn’t bring it up, so I did. “Do you want us to go to that party?”“I will support you with whatever decision you make,” Logan said.“That’s bullshit.” Logan looked at me shocked. “You heard me. That’s bullshit. You guys made it my decision that we swapped. Now you want to put this decision on me. I asked you if you want to go. I want an honest answer from. " she said with a hint of lust in her voice. "Okay well see you soon."She obviously wanted to look good for me. I mean, you don't just "get ready" to go to afriend's house. It excited me. Maybe this would be my chance. As a 13-year-old I constantly wanted to have sex. I felt I was mature enough, (I had always had to act older because I looked older. So I approached sex with a mature mindset. I read up on it, tried to prepare myself for that moment, but obviously, nothing goes a's planned.And I.