" Greg warmed a little at this. He glanced at his father before returning to his plate. "That house is our memories Greg. I, we, need a fresh start." ...hey hadn't talked about the future much. "What would you like to do after next year Greg? Are we still talking about university?" It was still what he wanted to do. He and his friends talked about sharing an apartment near the St. George campus. Some of the plans were unrealistic. When he really considered it he wasn't sure they would be able to. So I and Gwen were alone in the mansion.Usually we had a cook but she too was ill.So Gwen decided that she would cook for me.I would reach home pretty early and she would have prepared lunch for me.It was not too tasty but i would try to flatter her. Once she served me burned toast.She could have made better but didn't.I with great difficulty bit on it and swallowed it.She was watching me,"Sorry for the burned toast."She said from across the table."Its pretty tasty",i flattered."no it isnt"she. Once back on the main deck, Lenore looked quizzically back up at the bridge, and then asked the question on the three guests' minds. "You're sure he's retired, Gunny?"The moment dissolved in laughter.Sandy hauled the heavy bags up. The bags were unwieldy, and the weight in them shifted oddly. Sandy guessed they held diving gear. The Navy lieutenants showed up in whites with short pants, with all their rank and accoutrements in place. Lieutenant Harding arrived in khakis and with full rank and. Yet I wasn't sure what I was at the time. I never really had a serious boyfriend and only had sex once in a hurried drunken rush on prom night. So I was pretty much naive about sex and sexuality."why do you want to kiss me?" I asked her"I am not sure I just do and I want to do it now" she repliedAnd without a hesitation she leaned in and our lips met for the first time. We paused and looked at each other following the kiss."That wasn't so bad was it?" she asked"no, it was nice, but I don't.